"Today is Friday 11/16 and it has been ten days since this has started. I finally feel like I am beginning to understand more of what is happening. Night before last my body went quantum for the first time. It happened around 1-3 a.m. I awoke and immediately I felt every atom in my body begin to spin at a ridiculously high velocity - it was like a rocket ship taking off. I saw blue, red and yellow streaks of light then everything went as white as I have ever seen. The light was blinding! It felt like my body was hovering over the bed or the particles of me were being scattered. This morning I was given the following message - the merkabah or lightbody and the physical body have become one - there is no longer a need to use the merkabah to travel as your heart now becomes a stargate and you now travel via this portal. I believe what happened to me the other night was that this portal/stargate opened because I remember feeling an opening sensation in my heart right before the flashes of light then white blinding light. I think this event knocked my human out because I had never experienced anything like that before. I also believe that this will take an integration period to fully develop and understand. I can literally see how I am a toroidal field and how what is generated from me is manifest in the field around me - my reality. I feel more than ever the integration of higher self with me. I feel more than ever my body and communicating with it. I feel more than ever being able to stop, go within and get any answer I need. I feel myself as a Creator. I AM the Creator and the creation. It had been ten days of non-stop birthing as my lightbody and physical body became ONE. This is the complete breaking down of the carbon based body and the new crystalline structure coming online. In other words, the body begins to house the entire light of all that you are. This process along with many others on the ascension journey is signaled to occur when certain strands of DNA are activated. There are different lightbodies or templates for each dimension. This was the most intense one that I experienced. Each lightbody or template requires a complete rewrite of the neural pathways in the brain, the muscular and skeletal systems, organs, blood, bones etc. Because I was experiencing my ascension in a quantum reality, there were always multiple templates working simultaneously to complete themselves. This added to the intensity experienced in the physical body. At the time I was unaware of this. This only added to the isolation and frustration being felt. It left me nothing to do but have faith and trust and to always be in a state of surrender. My faith in God, Creator, Source etc. was what kept me going. In time I would come to understand more.